Can time stand still?

 {May 18th/19th, 2014}
We were back in Salt Lake doing more packing with these sweet little girls by our side.

 Paisley cuddling up next to Ellie the next morning! Yes, Ellie is in that blanket!

  Aunt Kari captured this remarkable photo when Doug and Pais were taking out the trash. I will treasure this picture forever and I'm so glad she saw this! I love the old buildings and rustic look of this picture!

 When we arrived to Delta I was just so overcome as I watched Paisley play. I remember this day so well. I was having a hard time realizing she was a little girl now and not a baby. I wanted to capture every minute of her! She seemed so old. I felt like time had betrayed me. It almost made it hard to even look at her. I wanted to bawl. I felt like she didn't need me anymore. She had become more of a daddy's girl which I love but I still needed her and needed her to need me. I'm glad it wasn't the other way around where she needed me and struggled if I couldn't help her because of the new baby but it still hurt! I needed my Paisley. She was all I ever knew and I wanted to hold her so tight! I told her I needed loves and kissed from her everyday. I will ALWAYS need her!

Just a little instagram post of that day and my feelings!

 "This little girl is growing way too fast and it hurts my heart! Since I've had a baby I realize how old she is and how it seems like yesterday I was holding her as an infant! I know I need to quit worrying and just enjoy how little she still is but when I watch her and listen to her little voice I want to cry and plead that she stay this little forever! It's actually making me really sad! I know I'll look back and wonder why I worried so much because she is still so small but it feels like she is so old! I love her more than words can describe!" -Kaeli

 It won't be long before I'm saying the same thing about this little one! So cute!